The Naked Me

I feel colder.
I feel lighter.
Its gone.
Its really short.
Like really really.
It had to go.
My hair.
It was about time.
It would have had to go.
If I was to train for the police.
I dont mind it short.
It will take some getting used to though.

Got to work this morning.
Got told to be careful.
To keep a look out.
Apparently he threatened the Assistant Manager.
Told him he was going to get a shotgun.
Word is he got caught with his ipod during work.
He already had 3 verbal warnings.
He was dismissed.
He took it badly and said hes going to get his dads shotgun.
Went to his dads place.
Got the gun.
His father tried to stop him.
He put his father in hospital.
He put his own father in hospital.
The cops caught him on the way back to work.
On Eccles St.
I didnt think he would do it.
He is a good friend of mine.
I have lunch with him every Sunday.
Hes a cool guy but I didnt think he would do this.
Just when you think you know a person.

I moved into the new flat last weekend.
Halfway through getting my stuff out, the old flatmate arrived home.
He was wild.
"Give me the fucking key" he said.
I wasnt completely moved out but I gave it to him.
As we got everything from my room, he stood there.
Watching us.
Giving us the evils.
He was wild.
Got everything out.
Went to my other ex-flatmate to get my share.
My share of the flat account.
He was all emo.
Dressed in black.
With a look of depression.
I got my share of the flat account.
A third.
But i decided to be nice.
I left an extra $150 for them.
I extended my hand to the emo.
He shook it.
I left his room to find the other all happy.
He was smiling and joking round with my lovely moving crew.
I told him I left him some money.
I extended my hand to him.
He grabbed it but pulled me in for a hug.
After all he put me and my friends through, I wasnt going there.
I resisted.
Dont want to touch him intimately.
So now Im living with 2 chicks.
2 very awesome chicks.
So far Ive had the best week ever apart from 1 thing.

I mum told me she was "sick".
She would tell me how over txt.
I rang her to find out.
She may have MS.
That got me worried.
It put lead to her death.
I researched it.
Then I got the feeling I might have it.
MS also fatigues muscles and bones.
And they disintegrate.
I kind of have that feeling of fatigued muscles.
Continually.
I always have for a couple of years.
Im probably just being paranoid though.

So thats been my week.
Quite a big one now that I look back.
Meh.
Drama.
Kind of like it.
Bye.