Dammit dammit dammit.

I cant get the Integra.
I need a guarantor.
Mum and Dad wouldnt be one for something that price.
Dammit dammit dammit.
Dad surprised me though.
He didnt instantly say no.
He must know how much i love integras.
Just joking.
He hardly knows me anymore.
Still glad he didnt instantly say no.
I could have managed to pay off the Integra.
It was only $76 a week.
Thats nothing to me.
Ive found a cheaper car now.
Since mum and dad wont be a guarantor for a $9000 car.
This other one Ive found is $5000.
$4000 difference.
Much better financially Id say.
Hopefully they'll give in on that one.

I saw my ex today.
She said Hey.
I said Hey.
Then turned round to continue working.
I was nervous.
I was scared.
I kind of hoped she would just walk by.
She stopped.
And let me know she had an interview at my work.
That gave me a quick heartbeat.
She asked who to go to so I told her.
She didn't know who that was.
So I told her where to go.
She didn't know where that was.
So I led her to the service desk.
I thought Good Luck.
I tried to say it.
Still so scared though.
Started walking back and her mother was walking towards me.
She said that was very nice of me.
Yay me I guess.
I txted her after work.
I was wondering if I should or not.
The chat seemed ok i guess.
Wasn't as hard as I thought it would be.

This fitter me is doing great.
Stopped off at a friends place halfway during my jog.
Id been jogging for 20 minutes so I needed a break.
It was a quick visit.
They let me in.
Sweaty and panting.
She was thinking What The?!?!?
Then she asked if I wanted some water.
I was quick to answer of course.
I mean come on.
Id been jogging for 20 minutes or so.
Then I left 10 minutes later to continue my jogging.
It was a long jog.
Am I officially fit.
Probably not.

Hello friend.
You know who you are.
Silly dilly you.
I bet me telling you your in this blog has made you read it.
Haha.
Well of course I cant use your actual name.
That would destroy my blogs.
Nah probably not.
Hello friend.

Well Ive heard to much Aerosmith for the night I think.
Might go to bed in 7 minutes.
Early morning.
To jog of course.
Goodnight