A good change?

Well Im starting to prepare.
Prepare for my possible future career.
As a cop.
I studied up some more.
Need to be able to do 34 pushups.
I tried and succeeded.
Need to be able to swim 50 meters in 54 seconds.
That might be a problem.
Im going to start exercising a bit more now.
Might go back to the gym.
I used to go a few years ago.
I went for 2 years.
It was good.

Im planning on getting a tattoo soon.
Possibly down my arm.
From my shoulder to my elbow.
Going to cost a lot.
Thought a skull with ice all over it could be in there somewhere.
And I want the face of a wolf.
And maybe under the wolf it could say "BORN 1989".
Or under the ice skull.

I'll have to wait till Ive paid off things first.
Got to finish paying my mother for my second car.
My second car that I crashed and nearly died in.
And got to finish paying Cairns Music Store.
Then I can have my Dunlop Cry Baby.
Cant wait for that.
I also have to fork up $200 for the computer place.
Who probably cant even remember I got a computer from them.

I dont know what to think anymore about her.
Should I like her?
My heart says yes.
My mind says yes.
But should I?
She's sick of the rumors at work about us.
I dont care about the rumors.
She suggested that we dont hang out much anymore.
That upset me but apparently she meant at work.
She suggested that a friend is ignoring her cause of me.
That upset lots too.
I asked if she wanted to hang out last night.
She said yes.
Then later that night I asked if she still wanted too.
No.
She wanted an early night.
Her flatmate did too.
Apparently in her flatmates blog from last night.
They both had a late night.
Till 11pm.
I was sleeping by 9.30pm.
Thats how bored I was.
Whats happening?

I got to go.
Got to get ready for work.
Better have breakfast too.
All in the span of half an hour.
Bye